Monday

Late night

My feet HURTS. Ow. Word of Advice, "DONT RUN LAPS AT 10 MILES AN HOUR, YOU CAN KILL YOURSELF WITH A HEART ATTACK". The sound of Incubus and chevelle feels so mellow right now. All I can think about is, 5:30 tomorrow, where I wish that coach can make me spar again. I totally kicked ass last time.

Just wanna leave to bed with few words

CHEVELLE LYRICS

"Send The Pain Below"

I liked having hurt,
So send the pain below where I need it,
You used to beg me to take care of things,
And smile at the thought of me failing.

But long before, having hurt,
I'd send the pain below,

Much like suffocating,
I'd send the pain below...

You used to run me away,
All while laughing.
Then cry about the fact,
'til I returned.

But long before, having hurt,
I'd send the pain below,

Much like suffocating,
(I'd send the pain below...)

I can't feel my chest,
Need more, drop down,
Closing in.

Friday

Feeling |@\/\/

Things are slowing down here. With me never appreciating myself to be in a situation like that. I grow resteless and want to get out of stagnation. To this point I am trying my best to keep myself busy with work, books and fitness. But, the mind keeps drifting apart to newer land and places I would like to visit. The problem is, that I dont know who to go with. There are not many people around to begin with and those that are, I don't know well enough to make a trip.
Alone, you can go to get solitude, but I think I get plenty of that just being in ames. So, apart from good memories of people and places I dont know what else is that I am working for. A trip to Minnesota came to mind but next trip I swore was not to be taken alone. So, to keep the promise I made to myself I am not looking forward to the next month and a half.

Good News

Finally iowa is catching up to other speeds. They are increasing the speed limit of the national highways to 70 miles/hr by July 1. So, they would be the 41 state or something like that to have this speed limit. Now, atleast when you drive from Minnesota you wont be dissapointed to enter Iowa as you would have to reduce your speed!

Another thing, gasoline is going up to 57$ a barrel! A 3 month high! I am pretty sure, Steel is not coming down either. So, ahem, you better keep booking your raw material and don't worry about their prices going down anytime soon. If you sit down waiting for it's price to slump, you are waiting to be corrected...
Peace!

Tuesday

TACTICAL WAR

A friend once said that there is going to be no normal war but a tactical war in the future. Will Iran ever go to war with any country. HAHA. No, they wont. For those people at cnbc or nbc or whatever, I can tell them why. Iran has signed so many trade treaty with so many countries that it longer is a threat to any country. It is no longer DIFFERENT from any other country. It will provide CNG to India, oil to America, coal to America, among other things. You see, they sold themselves to the World to save themselves. Well, they call it politics. I myself, would be scared if a world power wants to go against war with me and all I am is a small country who just has oil. I once thought dignity is all that matters, or so I was brought up. Things change with time... USA might go against war with Syria for it might have nothing to offer. You know, just like the old days, when British was trying to establish World control. We are at troubled times. We see that the war against one country would effect many countries economically because all countries have industrial setup in other countries. So lets say, Japan goes to war against USA one more time. You know what that means kids? That means, that you might not have Honda CRV's, or Kia Sadona's, or Hyundai Sonata's, or whatever man, just say goodbye to any good cars. The war against oil, was no different. The country had nothing to offer against oil. The war was to get procure oil and to get the last drop in your own name. So, how will the future wars be. Not against rival countries like India and Pakistan. Cause that would lead to just death and destruction. But like Hitler did, for a greater cause. I would like to talk more to intellectuals and get an answer to this situation....

Saturday

Violence or pleasure ties your body to your soul

Because every pleasure and every pain provides, as it were, another nail to rivet the soul to the body and to weld them together. It makes the soul corporeal, so that it believes that truth is what the body says it is. As it shares the beliefs and the delights of the body, I think it inevitably comes to share its ways and manner of life and is unable ever to reach Hades ( heaven ) in a pure state; it is always full of body when it departs, so that it soon falls back into another body and grows with it as if it had been sewn into it. Because of this, it can have no part in the company of the divine, the pure and uniform.
Plato- Chapter Phaedo, Para. 83e.

Friday

TRue ANalysis...

It is the first compelling warning that I have read from any Indian
writers. I follow international commentators such as Mark Faber, Bob
Hoye, Steven Roach etc regularly but I haven't seen much except for
the normal cheerleading from the CNBC /Economic times crowd from
India.
Besides physical gold what would be the best investment for
the times ahead in your opinion? I am starting a business for fitting
of CNG kits on vehicles. Do you feel that this being a cost saving
device, would actually benefit from an economic depresion? Ofcourse it
would definitely benefit from a spike in oil prices.
An insider tip, manufacturers of seamless cylinders and chromium
molybdenum steel tubes, should boom in the coming years. Unfortunately
I don't know of any that are publicly listed. Anyway in the current
rush to junk assets, I don't think they would be able to come to the
market where the likes of Jet airways sell for 2000(?).
I have been observing the market for some time now.
Here is what Isee of the superlongterm macroeconomic picture.
The following analysis might seem eccentric but I am writing it
because of what I see as the honesty and fortrightness of your
article.

Stocks and financial assets at historical peaks.
Productivity gains from computing etc have been discounted.
THese gains are anyway less than those achieved from the discovery of
steam power, locomotion, railways, the auto engine, human flight,
chemistry etc.
Thus if having emerged from a 2 century period of the greatest
innovation we still find ourselves at record share prices we are in
long term trouble.
The basic engine of growth has been the scientific revolution. However
that has petered out a long time ago. In physics there is nothing
important after the 1930s.(I am a former student of physics)
Similarly in other sciences, basic progress has long since ceased.
We find universities filled with professors who try to demonstrate the
equality of the races etc.
Most societies have benefited by copying and borrowing of european science. However very few have replaced these with their own scientific
systems. We in India live in a time where the most powerful men and
women consult their palmreader for the minutest action. In otherwords
an abhoriginal level of intellectual and social culture.
The level of commerce depends on the level of civilisation. The level
of civilisation and the complexity of its institutions depends on the
culture of the people. This has been in degeneration for decades now.
We have 2 centuries of demographic suicide behind us. For 2 centuries
the educated elite has been bred out of existence.
This is exaggerated in India and seen in the political stranglehold of
the caste equations etc. As I mentioned before, it is my belief that
the economy can only match the level of civilisation and ultimately of
culture.

We are already beginning to feel the crushing effect of the
accumulated environmental degradation of the last two centuries.

Due to the induced excess of resources arising from the industrial
revolution, cultures across the world have turned degenerate. There is
not a nation on the planet today, where the ruling political class is
not the most incapable and parasitic. ( I have lived on three
continents)
Thus in my view the long term picture for the next century or so does
not seem very bright.
However if we only look at the next few years, there is no reason to
see a decline in the ascension of Asia relative to Europe and the US.
However I see some major bottlenecks after the US economy crashes and
the infinite import vacuum dries up.
As far as India goes, I believe the best fate we can escape with is a
break up of the country so that the functioning regions are not sucked
into the void of central Indian politics(Bihar etc).

Finally as the conqueror Tamerlane once said, "China is a sleeping
giant that may lay dormant for centuries and then one day rise and
shake the world."
Even as an Indian I am more convinced of the Chinese story than the Indian one.
-Viraj Shah

Wednesday

Chicago

I think I am getting bored from Chicago. Not that I am complaining that it's a lousy city or has nothing to offer or something like that. It's just that I have been there too many times and find out that the downtown has anything to do but shopping. I mean, it has a great big lake but I have just been there more times then a guy should just to visit the place. From next time, I better have a darn good reason even to remotely be in the state of Illinois. Oh, the ESPN Zone is the greatest thing happened to Chicago by the way, but now even that doesn't cut in.

Anyways, people always try to find out what is going out in my life. Well, apart from the fact that I am trying to be regular in boxing practice but my right hand keeps bugging me from taking anything. Even going to the gym is becoming terrible because it hurts like hell whenever I try to hit the free weights. Now, maybe I should give up lifting again for month just to recoupe. (I Know logically I SHOULD do that.) But, I dont want to do that for now.

Now, something interesting, I have taken boxing classes, did I mention that earlier?? Boxing is still the most demanding and underdog sport out there. But I am only taking it to get more fit. Yeah right. So, that being said, I am going to get back on stupid OpenGLVertex(0.0,0..0....000). Argh.