In the split second

Can life be easy until you ignore responsibilities? I think it can be. But you pay the price of being stagnant. The price could be as costly as the whole living style cycle or as little as giving up HBO and STAR. But at one point you realize you have lost a fight you could have won easily. The effort is for not the easy, but for the challenging to the future. It is leading to a newer harder challenge; keep that in mind but those who get scared from dust and stone can never appreciate the Fall Sunrise on a beach. In the essence of sweat you see indispensible self to a better physical harmony. In the intrinsic time spent in gathering knowledge you see it's application to the glorification of self esteem. The time is all we have limited control over. Everything else is dynamic and fluid. It flows to the point of synergy if we possess the right qualities. So, life is all you want it to be...

New Research added

Spent a lot of time rendering the images for my research page on my website. Hopefully, they do give some good idea.

I got 99 problems

Once upon a time not too long ago I had a hard time, now it's all settling down; no more harrasement, no more bitchin. I know it's late and I should be sleeepin, but I had so much work to do I made myself stay up. One coffee, two energy drinks, maybe a third later!

Perfect time of the day is probably the night. World sleeps, while you are by yourself, with your mind racing. "I had to take some time out to write". Even more so, I see myself in a plateau of thick books this is a good time-out. Hmmmm, so the gas prices went back upto $70 today because of Hurricane Rita. The oil output for US is down to 12% because of the evacuation from every drill on the Coast. Interesting, so maybe for the next couple of weeks we might see even more inflation in gas prices. That has to effect more businesses especially fertilizers and oil based industries. I think nature is telling us that Global Warming does exist and if we kept on polluting and increasing population then soon the whole World will be submerged. I am sure people won't mind eating fish for another 100 years but I think that if the World does get submerged then we will pollute the water we drink. That would lead to maybe more diseases and a complete change of priorities for sure.
Anyway, is a wild thought but somebody has to say something about why this kind of severe phenomenon are occuring all over the World. How come nobody is reseaching over this humungous issue?

Thinkin about some fresh

Looking back at the life, nothing has changed
Twenty years, few more faces, some more traced
Looking back at the time, most spent looking
To others for answers, yet all I asked lays at my face

Feeling the spirit getting lighter and lighter
Finding answers everyday, far sought laughters
Thinking about the times yet to come
Knowing the future from the eyes of a soldier

Pushing luck at every step
Praying for some pot of luck
Looking for homes
Not finding one that you could call your own

Twenty some years..nothing has changed
Few more faces, few more traced.

Updates

Expect new updates to the website soon...

School

Finally started and is in full swing. Hard to imagine the kind of course load people can handle. I have a friend who works all weekend and then 16 hours on campus during the week. Plus 14-15 credits. bravo to him. I hope he stays alive by the end of December.

News is favorable for dad for the Steel prices should see a slight jump which would result in a bit more profit from his last purchase. Seems like he is trying to shift to foreign market completely just to forget about the Domestic unstable market. Purchase might see a rise but so will credit in time. Good move to circulate cash flow slowly and yet effectively. Thanks to technology advancement I guess.

I would like to write more but can;t formulate thoughts together. So, just post this much now and rest for later....

Coach is coach is coach

Hmmm, he thinks I am getting better. I have been out of shape for the past 3 weeks. Just is hard to stay in shape and maintain all class load. I got this weird pain in abdomen maybe because I hadn't eat before going there. I should eat nibbles before going tomorrow.

The Painting Of A Lifetime

Something I wrote couple of years back. I thought it's too long since I posted anything.

it seeks nor seems,
those beautiful faces out my dreams.
glittering & shining , rising & smiling,
looking so pretty, astonishing & witty.
what i was thinking that who made that
painting?
just rising in the heart, named to the faces
of the star.
it though felt as you can never imagine.
Never have felt the cool breeze it send.
what colours, what lovers, what blooms it
had.
it had the sparrows, the sun, the swan.
it seemed as such two small sparrows perchig
up, high in the sky, way to far for the
earth's divine. having the time of their
lifetime.
those two birds were loved by thus , the
lovers were the tale of a LIFETIME.

I think it gives every reader something to think about or form their own thought.