Saturday

Going to Atlanta

So the semester is going to end, FINALLY. It was going at a fast track but heck never thought it would be this fast. Were are we, lets see, this week is holidays. After, two more weeks of deadlines and homeworks, finally comes the finals week with which I would be almost dead. But nomatter, I shall go to Atlanta, GA to meet Jitesh after that to redeem myself from the mundane of life of Iowa. Now the only question is that for how long? Ahhh, I will figure that one out too sooner or later. I am just hoping to survive through this month and the next.

Monday

Hmmm Diwali Pictures

Updated few, more coming soon. Thinking about changing format......

Friday

Ego

"Independence is the only gauge of human virtue and value. What a man is and makes of himself; not what he has or hasn't done for others. There is no substitute for personal dignity." - Ayn Rand

I am not going to write anything about independence but about dignity. What is dignity? A definition in the dictionary states that dignity is the quality or state of being worthy of esteem or respect. When do you drop below the standards of dignity. That which was your to build and destroy. It was something that brings proudness in some, in some it creates well natured higher intellects. Now you also know that same people have reasons to mallign the virtue for which you set your own dignity. How do you decide that it's your own fault? The greatness of self realization is that it comes to chosen few and many get it at the end of their existence when they have nothing to offer but remorse.

Hmm, I could be reflecting a lot of negitivity even though I am in a light mood. But the truth is that, this is what i feel. That, one's ego is the highest measure of one's dignity. What is your ego but your own standard of greatness set by your peers and yourself. Here is one optimized way to live your life. The ego should be the highest influental factor in life, because life being so short, has to be set straight the second you get your head over your shoulders. Once you set your standards on your ego, you set the biggest criterion for actuality for being.

I say I don't believe in being in a herds of people that want to fit in with everyone else. To make you feel welcome, I say I would be the one standing on the edge of life betting everything just to play the game to win everytime when everyone said I would loose. The passion when backed by reason and just effort would never go to waste. I don't know if greatness grows on individualism or not, but I firmly believe that it should. Carelessness can be an asset while far-sightedness the tool to achieve ignorance. Lol, I can write rhetoric all my life and yet only few would understand that what the hell I just wrote.

Wednesday

Increased space

For some reason my WSP has increased my disk quota space to 5000MB from 500 and the bandwidth to 250GB from 25. Yipee. Happy news is all around me.